Pretty weird title for a post I know, what I also know is that we live in a weird world, so it really doesnt matter how weird we are, or how much we try to act, someone else will always take the lead because here in India, its a rat race.
Its a rat race for no matter what the prize is, every ones going for it, nobody wants to have the patience to stop and think for a moment because, according to modern philosophy, thinking is wasting time, but not logging on to facebook no sir! But we're not talking about facebook here, Its just that as of late, even housewives are hooked to it so, cant be ignored! They are not in the rat race even!
So usually when I post stuff around here and tell you of my boring take on life and what it has to offer often in an "unrhetorical" fashion, I am either motivated or just feeling plain bored and full of unrewarding ideas! Thats not the case now, why I am posting is because I feel fear for the first time. Everything now is against my own logic, one of them is my take on money and its significance, according to me, it doesnt have any, but when reality faces you right upfront, you feel the need of taking a step back, guess what Im gonna do? Not take a step back, but that does induce fear nonetheless!
I am not a fearless person, till yesterday I thought I was, a Die-Hard, but Im just a softy. You can push me around if you'd like, see where that'd take you. But the problem with me is that I havent tested myself, I am just too patient and in balance with my surroundings, and adaptive to the ecosystem. Well guess what? Screw the ecosystem, Im gonna go all wild on this world! Yeah baby, but the question is, after I reveal myself, will life yield what I want, or will it present to me all that I might, simply deserve! There is a subtle difference, if you are here, stick with me and I shall show thy path. Dramatic I know! Its just the butterflies in my frekkin fuel tank!
The case here is not choice between what is good for me and what is not, it is more of, what is practical(people usually do), against what is unconventional. I have already mentioned before in my posts that the choice really doesnt matter, it just how you look at things and how comfortable and satisfied you feel, or maybe you convince yourself that you are happy against all odds. Does it require courage or just getting used to? But like I said when it all comes down, suddenly you find yourself sweating in disbelief?
Should I feel excited, or expect a storm nearing by? I always thought storms were fun, lets see if my boat can survive this one, you among all will surely know, after my next post, if God will allow any!
Its a rat race for no matter what the prize is, every ones going for it, nobody wants to have the patience to stop and think for a moment because, according to modern philosophy, thinking is wasting time, but not logging on to facebook no sir! But we're not talking about facebook here, Its just that as of late, even housewives are hooked to it so, cant be ignored! They are not in the rat race even!
So usually when I post stuff around here and tell you of my boring take on life and what it has to offer often in an "unrhetorical" fashion, I am either motivated or just feeling plain bored and full of unrewarding ideas! Thats not the case now, why I am posting is because I feel fear for the first time. Everything now is against my own logic, one of them is my take on money and its significance, according to me, it doesnt have any, but when reality faces you right upfront, you feel the need of taking a step back, guess what Im gonna do? Not take a step back, but that does induce fear nonetheless!
I am not a fearless person, till yesterday I thought I was, a Die-Hard, but Im just a softy. You can push me around if you'd like, see where that'd take you. But the problem with me is that I havent tested myself, I am just too patient and in balance with my surroundings, and adaptive to the ecosystem. Well guess what? Screw the ecosystem, Im gonna go all wild on this world! Yeah baby, but the question is, after I reveal myself, will life yield what I want, or will it present to me all that I might, simply deserve! There is a subtle difference, if you are here, stick with me and I shall show thy path. Dramatic I know! Its just the butterflies in my frekkin fuel tank!
The case here is not choice between what is good for me and what is not, it is more of, what is practical(people usually do), against what is unconventional. I have already mentioned before in my posts that the choice really doesnt matter, it just how you look at things and how comfortable and satisfied you feel, or maybe you convince yourself that you are happy against all odds. Does it require courage or just getting used to? But like I said when it all comes down, suddenly you find yourself sweating in disbelief?
Should I feel excited, or expect a storm nearing by? I always thought storms were fun, lets see if my boat can survive this one, you among all will surely know, after my next post, if God will allow any!
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