I havent written any posts for quite a while as is evident from my last post which was published 2 months back. Which means I havent written any post for the last 2 months! Crazy isnt it? Uh, who am I talking to, Its not like some one is reading this post anyway. But Im still talking to myself!
Now lets get to the point like always without wasting anymore time. Because to be honest we dont have a lot of it, and it is inevitable that we will all one run out of it, only to realize in the end that what ever it is that we have achieved in our life were things that we earned by compromising and not following our path. Only in my case, I do not follow a dream because I dont have any, and I dont compromise because all I do is listen to myself! So far so good, for me that is!
The Waiting Game.....
Trust me, it sounds fun but its not the kind of game you want to play. I remember when it all started for me, or atleast when I started realizing that this might become my life, unless I find a way to change it. See, what happened was I was on my way to Jeddah by Kuwait Airlines and was very happy about it, what wasnt so happy about the trip was I had to wait for a straight 6 hours at Kuwait airport for my next flight! There was food token but I had no idea, so that spoiled my journey a little, but waiting for 6 hours on a nice bench at one of the most beautifully lush airports, I realized that I didnt really like waiting that much, but somehow it fits for a guy like me, with more patience than one should bear.
After that there were several incidents in which I had to play the waiting game for hours and hours just hoping for something to happen. Soon enough, it became part of my life, a part that I do not thoroughly enjoy, but like I told, it fits for a guy like me who doesnt have too much to give or too less to take. Not atleast right now that is.
So the real question I should be asking myself even when I am actually doing something, that is writing this post, am I still waiting for something?, and instead of waiting why am I not doing something about it. An answer comes to my head, what could I do, I am powerless, and want to stay in comfort all the time. Cant face the real world. Even though the time may come for me to take some action and get invovled, I will have to wait anyway. I cant change anything, no matter how much I run, or bleed(metaphorically). What has to happen will happen anyway. Its just the way we see things, they seem different, and dont realize that everything is just our illusion that we have created to convince ourselves that we have won, or lost because we couldnt make it! It was just meant to be!
We are not in comtrol of our fate, its all just written!
Reminder: All of this, its not pessimistic thinking, its just fact. We all pay the price of what we want to achieve. All of us have to sacrifice something to achieve something else. In the end, we are all at where we started, but happy because we dont regret anything. But ask yourself this, are you sure you do not regret anything at all?
Be sure of it not because its going to help you in anyway, you have what you want, but have obviously lost something also, it is your present contentedness that blinds you from what you have probably lost. It could be anything really, your health, character, temper, people, friends, family, or love.
Fear not any of these please, I am just saying. Go ahead and realize your dreams please, but remeber, never try to cross the line, do what you can that is in your power and leave out all the rest to you know Who.
Now lets get to the point like always without wasting anymore time. Because to be honest we dont have a lot of it, and it is inevitable that we will all one run out of it, only to realize in the end that what ever it is that we have achieved in our life were things that we earned by compromising and not following our path. Only in my case, I do not follow a dream because I dont have any, and I dont compromise because all I do is listen to myself! So far so good, for me that is!
The Waiting Game.....
Trust me, it sounds fun but its not the kind of game you want to play. I remember when it all started for me, or atleast when I started realizing that this might become my life, unless I find a way to change it. See, what happened was I was on my way to Jeddah by Kuwait Airlines and was very happy about it, what wasnt so happy about the trip was I had to wait for a straight 6 hours at Kuwait airport for my next flight! There was food token but I had no idea, so that spoiled my journey a little, but waiting for 6 hours on a nice bench at one of the most beautifully lush airports, I realized that I didnt really like waiting that much, but somehow it fits for a guy like me, with more patience than one should bear.
After that there were several incidents in which I had to play the waiting game for hours and hours just hoping for something to happen. Soon enough, it became part of my life, a part that I do not thoroughly enjoy, but like I told, it fits for a guy like me who doesnt have too much to give or too less to take. Not atleast right now that is.
So the real question I should be asking myself even when I am actually doing something, that is writing this post, am I still waiting for something?, and instead of waiting why am I not doing something about it. An answer comes to my head, what could I do, I am powerless, and want to stay in comfort all the time. Cant face the real world. Even though the time may come for me to take some action and get invovled, I will have to wait anyway. I cant change anything, no matter how much I run, or bleed(metaphorically). What has to happen will happen anyway. Its just the way we see things, they seem different, and dont realize that everything is just our illusion that we have created to convince ourselves that we have won, or lost because we couldnt make it! It was just meant to be!
We are not in comtrol of our fate, its all just written!
Reminder: All of this, its not pessimistic thinking, its just fact. We all pay the price of what we want to achieve. All of us have to sacrifice something to achieve something else. In the end, we are all at where we started, but happy because we dont regret anything. But ask yourself this, are you sure you do not regret anything at all?
Be sure of it not because its going to help you in anyway, you have what you want, but have obviously lost something also, it is your present contentedness that blinds you from what you have probably lost. It could be anything really, your health, character, temper, people, friends, family, or love.
Fear not any of these please, I am just saying. Go ahead and realize your dreams please, but remeber, never try to cross the line, do what you can that is in your power and leave out all the rest to you know Who.
